I know I am being stubborn right now, but I really feel like I can't stand you anymore. 

Why do we always fall in love and forgive those that will hurt us over and over again? 

This feeling feels rather familiar. 

I need to fight back the urge to do what I want to do now. No matter how badly I want and feel the need to do it I need to fight it back. Is it really worth the risk to lose everything I have no for something that probably doesn't matter? I don't think so. Everything I have right now is perfect, I don't need any K-drama shit to ruin this. .  so fight the urge and hold it back mm. 

maybe it's better to not know until it happens.. 

feeling just a bit bitter.